now that i finished that chore called being happy..

[hiemal]

here's a quote: "i hope this won't hurt."

where's it from? when i first heard it, i was curious. when i found out, it made me think endless amounts of useless thoughts.

I'm late, failing to see,
while holding to the threads of your shirt,
how irony watches my back at every degree.
so here we are with a new reality,
you're no longer the person I thought you to be,
and once again, I remember the rules of gravity.

and there goes the world, down, down, down.
where did I catch your surprise?
I could see his pants, crumpled on the ground.
they told me it's no surprise,
you had no tears and made no sound.
but I was very surprised,
I didn't even need a rebound.

that definitely wanted to leave my chest for a while.

Comments

[banjjong.livejournal.com]

you know hyung, you make the rest of the world look bad.

also, the paradox between the happiness meme and this is insane!
and the thoughts don't seem to be useless, look what they produced..

[re-deviate.livejournal.com]

...hahaha how did i make the world look bad? ...and you really are adorable.

with happiness comes great pain.. or did i just make that up? 8(b

[followthecl.livejournal.com]

That was really heartbreaking, oppa...

[re-deviate.livejournal.com]

aww chaerinnie, don't make me cry now~ ♥

[followthecl.livejournal.com]

Aigoo, no, oppa! Don't cry. -laugh- I'm sorry.

[jungfiel.livejournal.com]

i could've been from a ganster movie.. or a romantic movie.

[re-deviate.livejournal.com]

you could have been? probably the romantic comedy where everything you do is fail. ^^b

[jungfiel.livejournal.com]

ah, i didn't see my mistake. obviously i carry the fail everywhere.

are you in the gangster movie?

[re-deviate.livejournal.com]

me and my glock (http://img23.imageshack.us/img23/3895/miroticphotobooklegra62.jpg), yes. u.u i am a gangster didn't you know.

[jungfiel.livejournal.com]

you're staring at that much too longingly.

[re-deviate.livejournal.com]

actually... i think i was trying to figure out what to eat for dinner after the photoshoot.

[sosoyoobin.livejournal.com]

i know i've felt like this before. heh got me diggin up memories over here.

[re-deviate.livejournal.com]

ah, the quote or the little poem?

[sosoyoobin.livejournal.com]

both of em. first one was wistful thinkin.

[re-deviate.livejournal.com]

aaah... the original meaning of the first one is really surprising. it's a suicide note.

[sosoyoobin.livejournal.com]

ironic. that's also wistful thinkin.

[re-deviate.livejournal.com]

then i thought of all the different things that could use that line...

on love: "i hope this won't hurt"

going to the dentist: "i hope this won't hurt"

chugging soju: "i hope this won't hurt"

watching your favourite team lose: "i hope this won't hurt"

i could go morbid.. but i'd just scare myself. >>