i will make this quick!

i have a role in a drama called sunao ni narenakute~ basic plot is: people meeting through twitter..

(should i get a twitter now? it would have to be a really secret twitter.. and even then, secrets don't really stay as secrets, huh? but it would be fun to just constantly update about nothing important with my phone. it's like sending a mass text to everyone i know and adore... *_* twitter is designed with people like me in mind.)

this role though, is about a doctor~ well.. more like a salesman.. but anyway, he falls for this girl he met through twitter, but of course, it's unrequited. aah~ unrequited love is tough, right? maybe that's why they casted me for that role eheh. who hasn't experienced unrequited-ness?

but is my kind of unrequited love suitable for this role? (when i was in one, i was intense.. and it lasted for some time.) i started doubting what i know, when my sisters told me i should look at what happened in the past with a different perspective... e.e/

there was this girl i liked years before.. she had all the ideal things i liked in a girl. (maybe my ideal isn't so perfect after all.) we dated for a good few years when i found out she never really loved me in the first place (the how is a little crude. saw other guys on the side.) and it was a very rude awakening to realise i was being toyed with.. maybe i was too absorbed into the relationship to see the signs that i was being used. ^^;;

how about you guys.. wanna tell me about your one-sided affections for another person? past, present~ names unnecessary~ or maybe you're on the other end of this, receiving someone's affections for you.

please help me out!! ^^ you can even anon it if you don't want anyone to know who you are.. but some experiences to share would tickle me fancy.

(and it didn't turn out quick..>>)


WHO GAVE ME A PAID ACCOUNT?

O_O i'm completely shell-shocked. and a warning to friends who have the "email when friends upload userpics" option enabled.. you're about to be massively spammed. to the nth level. ♥ gomen.