i have a role in a drama called sunao ni narenakute~ basic plot is: people meeting through twitter..
(should i get a twitter now? it would have to be a really secret twitter.. and even then, secrets don't really stay as secrets, huh? but it would be fun to just constantly update about nothing important with my phone. it's like sending a mass text to everyone i know and adore... *_* twitter is designed with people like me in mind.)
this role though, is about a doctor~ well.. more like a salesman.. but anyway, he falls for this girl he met through twitter, but of course, it's unrequited. aah~ unrequited love is tough, right? maybe that's why they casted me for that role eheh. who hasn't experienced unrequited-ness?
but is my kind of unrequited love suitable for this role? (when i was in one, i was intense.. and it lasted for some time.) i started doubting what i know, when my sisters told me i should look at what happened in the past with a different perspective... e.e/
there was this girl i liked years before.. she had all the ideal things i liked in a girl. (maybe my ideal isn't so perfect after all.) we dated for a good few years when i found out she never really loved me in the first place (the how is a little crude. saw other guys on the side.) and it was a very rude awakening to realise i was being toyed with.. maybe i was too absorbed into the relationship to see the signs that i was being used. ^^;;
how about you guys.. wanna tell me about your one-sided affections for another person? past, present~ names unnecessary~ or maybe you're on the other end of this, receiving someone's affections for you.
please help me out!! ^^ you can even anon it if you don't want anyone to know who you are.. but some experiences to share would tickle me fancy.
(and it didn't turn out quick..>>)
WHO GAVE ME A PAID ACCOUNT?
O_O i'm completely shell-shocked. and a warning to friends who have the "email when friends upload userpics" option enabled.. you're about to be massively spammed. to the nth level. ♥ gomen.
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A few years back I was seeing someone who I was dating casually for six months. We had our ups and downs but everything got resolved during those not so great moments like any typical relationship. But aside from that everyhing was great and I was enjoying our bond. The connection between us was very spiritual and I felt the same for him until he dropped the three letter word on me one day while we were hanging out at some café. At first I was a lil' shocked and surprised considering the time we spent together was kinda sporadic 'cause of how work interfered with most of our dates. (He was constantly on the go or I was when he wasn't and etc.) To me it felt kinda unrealistic because there was so much he didn't know 'bout me. If anything all he knew was the basics and gluing what he saw upon me.
Anyway, I told him that I did love him but not in the same sense and as difficult as it was hard to confess that -- he started to guilt trip me. Saying this and that and everything just got ugly. Real ugly. We fought almost so much that I started to feel mentally exhausted. Then one day I realized that I was in love with our connection. His spirit but not him as a person. I ended our relationship shortly after a month of going through what I did and never regretted my decision.
Needless to say, not every experience is a positive one but we learn from 'em you know? Bittersweet and all.