i've always been afraid of letting go, since that would mean the end. like a child, i wanted to keep holding. but now it doesn't seem that hard.

today is your birthday, crazy woman. do you even remember your own birthday? i'll remember for you: today is your birthday. saying things like i miss you is redundant, isn't it? but because you are that kind of forgetful woman, i am being redundant. ^^ we talked often about growing old and annoying each other, living next door and becoming crazy cat owners. well i have a cat now, he reminds me of you, demanding and bites and scratches. and could probably kick just as hard too if he knew how to. we talked about being there for each other, and having each other to fall on, so did you think we were only lonely and fooling around with words? but it doesn't matter now. you are forever the crazy one to me.

ok. start. now!

jaejoong you are so sexy.

( not for the faint of heart apparently.. )

...

experiment done. you now made yourself laugh.

self-efficient in many ways.

bored bored bored bored

here's a quote: "i hope this won't hurt."

where's it from? when i first heard it, i was curious. when i found out, it made me think endless amounts of useless thoughts.


( just some writing )

that definitely wanted to leave my chest for a while.

i will make this quick!

i have a role in a drama called sunao ni narenakute~ basic plot is: people meeting through twitter..

(should i get a twitter now? it would have to be a really secret twitter.. and even then, secrets don't really stay as secrets, huh? but it would be fun to just constantly update about nothing important with my phone. it's like sending a mass text to everyone i know and adore... *_* twitter is designed with people like me in mind.)

this role though, is about a doctor~ well.. more like a salesman.. but anyway, he falls for this girl he met through twitter, but of course, it's unrequited. aah~ unrequited love is tough, right? maybe that's why they casted me for that role eheh. who hasn't experienced unrequited-ness?

but is my kind of unrequited love suitable for this role? (when i was in one, i was intense.. and it lasted for some time.) i started doubting what i know, when my sisters told me i should look at what happened in the past with a different perspective... e.e/

( cut to save space.. cause it's drastically shortening.. )


how about you guys.. wanna tell me about your one-sided affections for another person? past, present~ names unnecessary~ or maybe you're on the other end of this, receiving someone's affections for you.

please help me out!! ^^ you can even anon it if you don't want anyone to know who you are.. but some experiences to share would tickle me fancy.

(and it didn't turn out quick..>>)


WHO GAVE ME A PAID ACCOUNT?

O_O i'm completely shell-shocked. and a warning to friends who have the "email when friends upload userpics" option enabled.. you're about to be massively spammed. to the nth level. ♥ gomen.

anon-sshi!!

THANK YOU. ^^ for the paid account/icons.

please reveal yourself.. so i can thank you properly.